I was on the last stretch of my
drive. It was a grueling final eight miles until I got home. I just got
finished dropping off Sean Lai, who carpooled with me, and I had a trunk full of guns and gear. I remember
the iconic Toyota dealership that marked the end of the Pullman/Moscow highway.
I noticed that right next to it, there was a completed Time Warner building made
of terrible looking Las Vegas like masonry and lined with annoying neon blue
lights. I remember thinking “what the actual frick!” I remember seeing
construction on the foundation when I left but holy crap they literally erected a
building in a span of three days. This blew my mind. It straight up blew my mentally
exhausted mind. I didn’t realize how immersed I was at Milsim West. It felt
like weeks and in a good way. I felt so engrossed with the fact that we were BB
war heroes that my exhausted mind kept telling itself “was I gone three days or
a week?”
It was 0430. I was on two hours of sleep
and I was wide awake. I was waiting for this moment for months. I was nervous. I
didn’t know anyone and I was the least experienced of 1st platoon. How could
they expect me to be their medic? I do know my emergency medicine but none of
that applied. I had a lot of time to think about this. In fact, I had a full
eleven hours to think about this. After picking up Sean, we took a detour up to
Spokane to pick up my platoon leader’s (PL) gear as well as Ben Brison’s
weapons (enough guns and gear to literally supply our machine gun squad – known
as weapons). Ben Brison was originally our weapon’s squad leader but he was
injured while working so he had to forfeit his spot to recover. That made me anxious. Ben, the PL and Nick
Day were the only ones I knew on 1st platoon and only the PL would be there the first day.
After a hectic drive that included
a very foggy stretch of road called “the pass” near Seattle, Costco refusing us
service as well as being stuck in a one hour traffic jam at the border of
Oregon and Washington, Sean and I finally
arrived at Camp Rilea. We hustled to unpack our gear and to get checked in. Gear
check, chronograph, and being issued BB’s and bandages were incredibly
confusing. This only compounded my
anxiety. After finally finishing registration and going to the safety briefing,
I finally was sent to bay 1. It seemed like everyone was settled in. I walked
past tons of strangers all the way to the end of the bay getting stares and
looks. I found an
open bunk and began dropping off my gear in the locker when someone excitedly
said “hey man!” I turned around and saw Brent Foster, a 9th group member and a
person I met during Operation: Blue Devil that was hosted by Eastern Washington
Airsoft. This was probably the greatest thing that could happen to me.
Literally all my anxiety disappeared. It only got better from there. Hearing my
voice, Jacob Rittenhouse broke away from his small leadership meeting and came
up to shake my hand and said “we have been waiting for you”. More people
started going up to me and shaking my hand and before you knew it, I had met
first squad (1-1), and weapons. I had gear for them and apparently I am
#internetfamous for my tech work and my impressions. I will not lie, that
caught me off guard.
As I began to meet people, I
realized that these guys were mostly from Impressions/Gear (I/G). I/G is an
impressionist group on Facebook that has a well-spoken “Crye or Die” motto. It
stood true. Everyone had either AC or G3 pants and combat shirt as well as
either a JPC, AVS, or CPC’s. The amount of gucci gear in our bay alone was too damn
high. It was impressive to see almost thirty or so people with just Crye.
Impressionists were represented very well.
Our first night was filled with
drills and learning how to “form up”. We were slated to providing QRF or quick
reaction force to 2nd, 3rd, Task Force 144 (British special forces or SASR),
and the MARSOC contingent. This meant that we were literally the only ones not
going on mission. Again, this is probably the best thing that could have
happened. With an uneventful night full of drills and constant alert. The PL
(Jacob), and the first sergeant (BB) used the moment to set the tone to how
squared away they wanted us to be and we, as a platoon, used the time to
bond and learn about each other. Because of my status as medic, people started
referring to me as “doc”. By the end of the night when we were sent out to
ensure that 2nd platoon’s index was good to go, I knew these guys like the back
of my hand.
I failed. We were walking in the swamp area
only 50 feet from our previous engagement and the PL was trying to navigate
past a wall of impenetrable bushes. All of a sudden the Russian whistle
sounded, sarcastically known as the “rape whistle”, and blank fire and PKM just
started lighting up the area. 1-1 and 1-2 were eliminated almost instantly. I
believe that only one person survived the initial contact from 1-1 and 2
survived from 1-2. BB immediately sent 1-3 and weapons right, knowing that
there would be an enemy unit sent that direction to attempt their own flanking
maneuver. He was right. BB, the veteran sniper – who’s story of the “ESAPI
rapist” and war tales gave 1st platoon nightmares, is always right. I learned that
pretty damn fast. While 1-2 and 1-3 began engaging the right flank, BB and I
moved up, battle buddy style, attempting to recover whoever was left. We got
only three people and the PL was MIA. I knew only to trust Rittenhouse and to
not worry about him. Instead, our makeshift squad attempted to pull back onto
the ridge line, where we were then engaged by a squad of Russians. 1-2 and 1-3
had failed. I was hit and was immediately down, not saying a word. After a…
interesting decision by a Russian to shoot me in the face, telling me to “shut
the fuck up” BB eliminated him with relative ease. After a bandage wrap over my
“laceration” and some Motrin, I was ready to go. I gave BB my gun and he yelled
to a group of four of us to recover as many units as possible from the initial
point of contact. It dawned on me that it was my job to maintain unit cohesion
and to keep the unit going. I was part of the leadership team, not only as a
medic, but a motivator. It was my job to keep them going. Immediately, I took
the units available to me and pushed up a ways eliminating one or two Russians
and had them provide security while I “medic-ed” members of 1-2. I couldn’t get
to 1-1 in time. They were gone. I believe the only person alive from 1-1 was
Garret. As we traveled back to the CCP on a ridge, we were able to gain
environmental advantage and maybe even a numeral advantage against the Russian
platoon. After the event, I was told that the Russians retreated because they
were no longer “combat effective”. Talk about giving back what they dished out
right?
Wrong. Almost instantly after we
got a CCP going and when I started taking casualty reports, all hell broke
loose. It turns out that the “combat ineffective” platoon called in for QRF so
we, the survivors (about 15 or so), stared down a fresh platoon of PKM’s and blank
fire. God damn it. This time it went better. BB was able to use the range on my
gun to pick a massive amount of people and his grenades were able to eliminate
entire squads. This is not to say that his efforts were the sole reason why we
won. The rest of 1st platoon kept fighting hard and after a long while,
Rittenhouse was able to get a danger close indirect fire mission to eliminate the
remaining Russian forces. Like out of the movies, Task Force 144 and 2nd
platoon staggered column-ed in on the road behind us. Are you kidding me? They
couldn't have walked faster? An admin timeout allowed the Russians and US to resupply on admin gear, such as water bottles, and to
allow the Russians to safety travel the roads. In the end, 1st platoon
technically won the engagement but with only nine guys up in the end, it didn’t
feel like winning.
The rest of the day was full of cat
and mouse. After setting up, and then splitting from the Mobile TOC (tactical
operations center), we finally got our designated AO (area of operation). It
was full of near impenetrable bushes and dirt roads that were in a grid pattern. After setting up and leaving a patrol base, we began traveling to
village where we had to do recon. Too bad we never got to do recon. As soon as
we turned a corner, we came face to face with a Russian platoon just standing
around getting ready to move. Immediately PL had us pull out and started
requesting indirect fire missions on the area. While trying to retreat, we realized that we
were being pincer-ed by another unit on our 6. It was absolutely nerve racking.
Tension was high and unit cohesion was down. PL made an interesting choice to
take a left towards the initial contact and BB and I couldn’t help but question
this move. We were doubling back to the larger force and we were being trapped
like rat. This was the last time I questioned Rittenhouse. He knows what the
hell he was doing. Over the admin net, we heard that the platoon we called
indirect on had 17 causalities. After double timing it to a new patrol
base, we decided to take a break. It was much needed. We were worn out and we weren't as effective as we should be. After a thirty minute break, we were able to push
back onto the road and began advancing to our mission location.
Of course, the Russians found us.
Somehow, BB, a marksman and I were able to find higher ground without the
Russians knowing. We were able to provide valuable intel for PL and even almost
began engaging my long range rifle and a crap ton of thunder B’s. Before we
were able to engage, a safety cease fire was called and all units were ordered
to return to the barracks to rest up and to hydrate and eat. I learned an
incredible amount on that hill. The way he (BB) described the environment and how he
talked about the situation opened my eyes to what to look for and how to analyze a situation.
When we got back, we were pretty happy. A
break was what we needed to recharge our batteries and get our moral and unit
cohesion back. Our next mission was to be a backup QRF. Are you kidding me?
We are QRF to the QRF. 3rd platoon was given QRF and Roscoe Leiner, the
company’s XO, was commanding the MARSOC and TF144 guys. Their mission was to
secure a HVT but instead ended up in direct fire with all of the Russian
platoons. The MARSOC and TF144 guys were laying waste to the Russians but as
the QRF was sent out on the 5 tons, the Russians were able to eliminate the
entire QRF with incredibly accurate mortar fire way before they were able to
reach the AO. MARSOC and TF144 apparently had great success eliminating the
Russians but the TF144 leader ended up being captured. After everyone returned,
we began prepping. It was easy to see what our next mission was. PL and BB
started making glass houses and all the squads enthusiastically started learning
how to stack up in rooms, large rooms, short rooms, long rooms, and hallways. After
collecting back in the bays, Roscoe comes running in yelling “fuck yah you guys
got THE mission wooo”. It was about time. Because of the composition of the
platoons that consists of Task Force Nessie, and I/G, and because of their
reliability and typically being the only NATO platoon squared away, we are
given the support tasks, such as QRF or support by fire rather than direct fire missions. To be somewhat
opinionated, I feel that this led to a very sever downfall of NATO at the end
of the event.
So what was “THE mission”. We were
tasked with a rescue mission to recover HVTs including a
black operative, and the captured TF144 leader. The TF144 leader was “injured”
in the since that he required stabilization. His team noted that he was shot in
the leg before being captured so I assumed extensive hemorrhage. Tourniquet.
Just kidding, but we did have “THE
mission”. We were inserted by 5 ton at night, and besides being silhouetted by the
town’s lighting, it was incredible. 1-3 and machine was able to move up onto
the church (where the prisoners were being held) and 1-1 was able to stack up
on the church before all hell broke loose. It was actually kind of funny how it
started. On the left side of the wall, everyone was prone, aiming through the
cracks and holes. Machine gun teams were watching our immediate left. They call
contact and BB runs over to find that there is what looks to be a NATO SF unit
behind a few buildings. We attempted to verify by calling 4 and received the
correct response of 1. One of them runs over and sits next to BB and it turns out
the guy was Taters, who was not friendly... at all. BB realized the mistake
and pretended to be a good player, letting the Tater walk back, alive, to his CCP. As soon as the Tater was 20 feet away, BB calmly told all our
machine guns units “fuck them up (or something to that extent).”
Hell. Broke. Loose.
Hell. Broke. Loose.
After
engaging the Tater platoon for a few minutes, PL yelled the words “3rd Litter.” This
meant that I became attached to 1-3 and that 1-1 had cleared the Church and had
set up security. I can’t say better things about 1-1. They were a group of
steady, level headed people that really made a difference in this mission. They
trained hard and their communication was incredible. Anyways, I ran into the
church, ran down a flight of stairs to the basement where I found the PL going
all “marine” on two cobra cuffed Russians, who were spewing Potat’s heresy.
That reminded me never to screw with Rittenhouse. You just don’t. In another
corner, a member of 1-3 (I believe) was calming down a former Ranger and
current black operative wearing a white waffle top who looked strangely like
Joshua Warren. It took me only a few seconds to get the stretcher ready to go
and we were able to strap in, secure, and stabilize an injured HVT (the TF144 leader). After an administrative
intervention (a Russian guy played dead, which is extremely confusing in
airsoft), NATO was able to exfil with two Russian prisoners, one black
operative, and the injured TF144 leader. We stagger columned back towards the 5
ton and the platoon leadership walked it back with the company CO basking in
the glory of finally getting a direct fire mission. I did have issues carrying
the TF144 (as part of the litter crew). It turns out that I inhaled in incredible
amount of smoke which started up breathing issues. When I got back to the
barracks, I immediately contacted the senior medic (Garrett Lukens) who, then,
contacted Abraham Inton. We got it all figured out after that.
The
break was eventful. It was longer this time because there were two prisoners
that needed to be interrogated. After BB threatened to rape them with ESAPI plates, and after a (fake) waterboarding, we eventually got intel about the
whereabouts of a certain HVT… and the RR stash of thunderdrank.
Sunday
started at a solid 0600 for me. I did my basic inventory check as well as packed
all non-necessities. We got our orders at 0900 and left promptly. What was the
mission? Eliminate a HVT and provide support by fire for the rest of NATO.
Yep, another god damn support mission. After walking in a staggered column for
some time, we were told to “get on line” on the ridge. I couldn’t help but
think about the AAR at 2300 last night where PL was saying that MOUT is a
“clusterfuck” and that we needed to just “JDAM the entire town”. I couldn’t
help but agree. As we began our push, PL decided to take initiative and try to
set up a CCP in a group of containers near the edge of the city. 1-1 and 1-2
both pushed up with great success after being covered by overlapping machine
gun and 1-3. Our platoon was in sync. As a medic, I could only stand back and
watch the magic unfold. Rittenhouse was telling me how incredible and badass it
feels to be part of a team that really synced and how amazing it felt to breach
through a hallway where everyone knew what to do. That description of seamless
movement was perfect in this situation. As the overlapping fire hit a target,
1-1 would instantly move to it. After 1-1 moved to it, they would breach and
clear with great success (because of the glass rooms we had set up). As soon as
1-1 would breach, the overlapping fire would switch to 1-2’s next position,
where 1-2 would move to and breach. It was incredible to watch. To take a total
of 6 or 7 buildings took roughly five
minutes. We did have a decent amount of cas though. Luckily, Baron, the medic
from TF144, and I pooled our resources together to move everyone out of the CCP
as soon as possible. After setting up a company CCP, our point of insertion into
the MOUT, and despite our success, 1st platoon was ordered back to the
ridgeline to only provide support by fire. We were relatively ineffective. I
had to hand my gun to someone because it was one of the only long guns that
could actually hit anyone from our distance. Despite our orders, we took it
well (at the time) and moved 1-1 into a group of trees on our left to counter
any attempt to flank. This lasted a solid one to two hours. There was action
over on the left when RR-COM and 9th Group were engaging each other. It was
like I/G’s battle of the century. RR-COM on one side, 9th on the other. Brian
Clarkson (or Joshua Warren… I am not sure who the true head of RR is) on one side, and the
Welshman himself on the other. It would have been incredible to watch but I
didn’t have time for that. I had to run around and put myself in situations to
make sure all available rifles were up and ready to go.
It
started ending there. After the rest of NATO lost all of the initiative and the ground that was taken by 1st platoon, it started stalemating. Eventually, in
the end (for fun), we bum rushed the middle of the field attempting to skirt
past a wall of PKM’s. That wasn’t happening. In the end, the PL was right, MOUT
is a clusterfuck.
What I
learned from the event was invaluable. I have worked with the PL before. Jacob
Rittenhouse led NATO on my first “milsim” event, Operation Barterwings, hosted
by Spokane Airsoft. I thought he was a badass then, and I think he is a bigger
badass now. He taught me that being calm and collected really gets the job done
and that as a leader, it’s important to set an example with everything you do.
He does still need to teach me his mad landnav skills. All of those indirects
were spot on and I am straight up jealous of those landnav skills.
I
learned from BB is that I need to look beyond what is obvious. I need to start
critically thinking about what normal is. I remember how he showed me where the
sniper team (that we engaged on the beginning of Saturday) travelled by just
looking around. He was able to point out the trail they took with ease. His
battle buddy skills were just unparalleled. He had my back and I had his. I
felt that I knew what he wanted before he even asked for it. He kept me safe
and I kept him safe. He knew my limits and I think I knew his.
What I
learned from 9th Group is that you just cannot stop pushing. 1-1 did die during
our first engagement on Saturday but that pushed them to be better and better.
There was a reason why they were selected to breach and why they, along with
1-2, were able to take so much of the town in so little time. They knew their
jobs between each other and that chemistry as well as that determination made them
Jacob’s utility tool.
I
learned so much at this event. I came in nervous because I knew I knew a lot
more than the typical airsofter but a lot less than the military guys and I was
right. I have since redone my kit a little bit to focus on minimizing pointless gear and I took my time
trying to balance out Gucci with functionality. I also decided to officially
focus on being a medic. I loved my role. Even though I barely shot a mag the
entire event, I didn’t want to shoot more. I loved being the medic and I think
that I will be making my kit to fit this role.
One more thing I learned. Don't fuck with RR. Just don't.
One more thing I learned. Don't fuck with RR. Just don't.
Will I
go back? Yes. Will I recommend it for everyone? No. It requires motivation and
dedication. It isn’t for everyone but I’m glad it’s for me.
Task Force Nessie!